Go Fish Ministries, Inc. News Letter Feb.1, 2011
Jesus said: Follow me and I will make you fishers for the souls of others. Matthew 4:19
Sis. Kimberly Hartfield, B.S. M.S. Christian Counselor Contact or unsubscribe: gofishbooks@gmail.com
Counselors’ Corner
It’s February, the time of Love. As Valentine’s Day draws near, I am reminded of the passages on love in I, II, and III John, which I read this morning in my devotion time. “Love one another” is the theme of these books. I John 3:11 says, “This is what you heard at first, that we should love one another.” Then II John repeats this theme in verse five. So how do we love one another? I John 3:17 tells us what we should do, saying, “Whoever has this world’s goods and sees another Christian in need, and closes up their heart to them, how does the love of God live in them?” This past month, I have seen a wonderful example of God’s love in action. I had been experiencing great pain with two teeth that kept abscessing off and on for several months. The dental insurance plan that we are on has high deductibles and co-pays that I just had no way to come up with. Rocky couldn’t even find a dentist that would accept the insurance plan we have. But I managed to borrow left over antibiotics from several family members and was feeling somewhat better and went back to church after having missed several weeks. In passing, I mentioned my dilemma to Susan and Randy at church, and told them of the trouble I had been having. They got together later, unbeknownst to me, and called on a couple of dentists and got me an appointment to have my teeth pulled. The were pulled last Friday, which was an answer to prayer as the last time they abscessed, it had swollen up the whole side of my face and I thought I would die with the pain and infection. But God is so good and took care of my need through the love and care of His people. Susan, Randy, and Dr. Belinda Lucas at Oak Grove Family Dentistry, all opened their hearts and showed true Christian love and I am so grateful and blessed to have been on the receiving end of it. I pray that someday I can give back to the Christian community as I have received.
After going to the dentist on Friday morning, I went to a wonderful women’s event at Temple on Friday night and Saturday. I had already committed myself to work the bookstore table, so I had to make myself go even if I wasn’t feeling so great. I’m so glad I did. Lysa Terkeurst, the president of Proverbs 31 Ministries, was the speaker and I got to meet her personally. She’s a very godly woman, who is not afraid to be real and vulnerable to others. She spoke of going through childhood sexual abuse, as have I, and having had an abortion as an adult, and how God has healed her from the many heartaches in her life. She is a woman after my own heart! She even quotes in her book “Becoming More than a Good Bible Study Girl” my favorite passage of Scripture, which states, “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our tribulations, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any kind of trouble with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.” This is the very verse that God used to call me into ministry to comfort other victims of sexual and domestic violence. Revelation 12: 11 is also another strong verse that God used to call me, which says, “and they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony, and they didn’t love their lives even to death.” These two verses are the pinnacle of my calling. I know that God will someday use my testimony to reach and minister to others who have experienced sexual and domestic violence, and show them that God can and will heal them if they will let Him. Lysa is reaching those who have had abortions, Beth Moore is reaching those suffering from childhood sexual abuse, and I will reach those who are victims of domestic violence, because that is where we’ve been and that is how God has comforted us and enabled us to minister to others.
I pray that God will show me how to better use my testimony to bring glory to Him and healing to His people. I am certainly a flawed and sinful human being, but like King David, who committed adultery with Bathsheba, I am a woman after God’s own heart. Sinful, but forgiven; Flawed, but full of God’s grace. At Lysa’s conference, she spoke of a part of her ministry called, “She Speaks” that teaches women how to more effectively write and speak about their testimony for God. It is my fervent hope and prayer that God will allow me to go to one of these conferences in the near future. Pray that God will make a way for this to happen as I know I need a great deal of polishing to make this rough piece of stone shine. I pray that God will make me presentable and acceptable to His people, so that I might be used by Him in a way that would be of great benefit to the kingdom of God , whether that is here locally or worldwide. My writings online are already reaching even those overseas, so I pray that God will continue to bless that avenue of my testimony and work for Him. Please pray with me on these things.
January has been a poor month for us in many ways, but February is looking up. Both of the jobs I had last year fell through in January so I had no work the whole month practically. Mr. Al, who I had been caring for got sick and so they didn’t need me there any longer, and I got no work from my other regular house-cleaning job either. I don’t know how I could have anyway with the teeth problems I was having but I did much writing and published several new works online. My writing sites are beginning to make a little money now after three long years of publishing and hoping to get some exposure. It’s still not much, but more than before. It’s milk and bread money anyway. Also I got a tutoring job a couple of hours a week, and it could potentially lead to others, as I am qualified to teach English. In any case the light bill didn’t get paid last month, and is about to be cut off, but God’s word assures me that God is light and in Him is no darkness. So whether or not the lights stay on, our true source of light is God and we’ll survive with God on our side.
I still have Christian books for sale, and I’m marking them down to $3 each or 2 for $5 for hardbacks and $1.50 each or 4 for $5 for softbacks. If you want me to mail them to you shipping will be extra. My book inventory is listed below, so you can still let me know if you see anything you want. Well, that’s all for now, so God bless to all and go fish for Jesus!
Notes and Prayer Requests
- Pray for Amanda and my first grandbaby, Kylie Anne. Amanda is battling with the cigarette habit and having a hard time quitting. Kylie is nursing well and growing strong!
- Pray for Rose, my oldest, who had her baby early at 33 weeks on January 16. Evie was 3lb. 3 oz. and is doing well though she will be in the hospital quite some time. She was moved from the hospital at Duke to the regional hospital there, and is up to 3lbs. 7 oz. now.
- My son Jonnie broke his foot a few weeks ago and has had his surgeries. Please pray that he continues to heal well.
- My son Rock is back in college and is going to go to nursing school. I’m so proud of him!
- My son Tommy is working hard at two jobs and trying to make ends meet. Pray that God will lead him to a better job and to go back to school and get a degree to help him. He may be going to the police academy in the future. He’s taking responsibility for his wife and baby, though, so I couldn’t be prouder!
- Merry is really struggling with her faith and has great anger towards me for leaving. Pray that she will someday understand why I had to leave when I did. My two oldest girls understand why I left because they saw much of the abuse, but the younger ones who didn’t see as much, just don’t understand.
- Selah is having some potential health issues, so pray for healing for her.
- I wanted to invite you to sell items through our BFAC.com garage sale to support Go Fish Ministries, Inc.. To join you just need to click on the link: http://www.bfac.com/garagesale/acceptinvite/garagesaleID/112585 If you want to just shop you can check out the garage sale at: http://www.bfac.com/garagesale/index/garagesaleid/112585
- I am a Christian Counselor and would be willing to provide services to those in need. I have a master’s degree in Psychological Counseling and am an ordained Minister as well. Please pray that I may be useful to God’s kingdom. I can also mow yards, clean houses or anything else that needs doing. I charge $50 for a yard or 3 BR house. You provide the equipment.
- I have published all of my New Testament paraphrases on the Triond website. You can see all of my writings by going to my main Triond link at https://www.triond.com/users/Mama+Heartfilled
- I’ve also began to publish my working drafts of the Old testament on my Blogspot at http://gofishministry.blogspot.com/ and http://mamaheartfilled.lifewithchrist.org I’ve done Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers and Deuteronomy.
- I would appreciate if you’d let me know of grammar, punctuation, and other mistakes I may have made. My goal is to make the paraphrase as simple and clear as possible. I know they still need much work, as they are drafts of a work in progress. I don’t know of many other Bibles that use the Name of Yahweh (I am in Hebrew), so I have worked hard to get it right. Please pray that God helps me in this work, and let me know of any mistakes you find. Thank all of you who are praying for me on this.